50. FOR YOU I WILL (NOT) WAIT TIL´ KINGDOM COME. (the very last postcard.)

I loved you so much it consumed me completely.
I hope I never get to live thru that again without anything to show for it.
I will always fight for love, even how many times I fail.
But I will never fall for you again, that´s the difference.
I've loved you in five different countries and three different timezones.
And that´s enough.
That´s more than enough for the most unbelivably time-consuming
lovestory and angony of my life.
I do not love you anymore.
I hope I never get to again.
I hope that you will be happy, but most of all,
I hope I will be happy.
Because this is not about you. It´s about me.
Finally I see that.

THE END, of the beginning.